I WANT THIS . VERY MUCH.

hmm quite happy when i chat with muti today.

She said if i get really good, well no excellent results vati might help me 

apply for scholarship. I want to go to a really good university when i grow up, like Yale, Harvard ,Cambridge.

 I know, it seem so unreachable, but i promise myself when i go over to aussie i would perform 

well and better than my siblings. Mum is always upset that sis is not the perfect-daughter-mold she wants her

to be. When sis prefer studying here, i would really rather go over there to study.

Come on, the life there is quite different and challenging and independant ,probably why i want

and quite excited to go there in the first place.

But i wish i could go over there now instead, so i wouldn't have to stuck to Msia 

stupid education regime.

Whoever is so stupid to change the syllabus to MALAY when everyday people and saying : " Oh, look how

poor our level of English is compare to other countries". And they wonder why. Jesus.

Doing that is just making the situation worse. Making students more stupid. Well, that's what muti said.

she have a point though. 

But , the ministry is just too thick-headed to realise that. That's why I'm pissed at them and

not wanting to study under their bad education system. All talk but no walk. 

Maybe i could be a food blogger heh. Then I'll get free food and drinks.

Travel writer is not a bad idea too.

I'll get to write review about stuff. Like some critic. That would be really cool and

challenging. And people actually respect and appreciate what you wrote.

Definitely one of the best jobs in the world to me :D

I have decided that Georgia Nicolson is very much like someone I want to look up to.
She's very unique. The way she describe her oh-so-tragic life  capture my interest the moment
i saw that book in Popular. I knew i just had to get it. So i did. And when i read it during PMR (yes i did )
i have absolutely no regrets for buying her book.So bloody damn brilliant !
hahhaha she's so funny that she actually made me laugh like a loony.
Two cheers for her honestly. but the sad part is ,i know i'll never get my
own Robbie. Not when he is so off limits( i think)
but i do enjoy when he's talking to me :D

But i'll still cross my fingers hahaha sad hopes never dies.
Oh yes, she improves my vocabulary as well.
I find her choice of words really funny so i applied it to real life.
The result i get was ' huh? ' or looks of confuse and skeptical.
Well, i do like the way British speaks. They have completely their own
field of words. So different from the Americans. Maybe that's why i like
it when they speak. In books or movies. <3

okay now i got to sleep, so night or morning? either way bye !