School today was okay i guess. Its really a miracle how I stay up and do my hw until 3 In the morning something and still NOT finishing them. And oh how I hate the part where i
have to wake up-.- sooo tired bcuz of the lack of sleep ever since I came back . And I promise 7 th aunt to sleep early like how my cousins do. Well I can tell that it's gonna take some time for myself to fit into a new regime of healthy lifestyle. But I want to change the way i live since it's an important year for me( though the effect of pmr panic-ness haven't sunk in yet ) I can tell you that this week I'm literally buried in homework -_- stupid bm tuition got so much hw . Why do i even join at the first place? The fees are bloddy ripoff and i rather go for my class teacher one. I heard pn azrina is really good :). Miss my computer ;( now got computer and Internet to use but dunno
the Internet password . Sheeesh . I wish I can chat with someone on9 at msn and skype but no one to teman me:( make me feel Abit lonely and friendless . Gee haiz. Anyway gtg dinner later since today is the day my beloved grandma pass away for three years dy :( I always love you grandma I really miss you and want to ask you how are you now? :( sigh. Is a house really a home when your love ones is gone?- coming home by kanye west. Gtg ciaoo !:)

After reading her blog, I wish I was in her place right now :(. Why can't I just go there to study now? aimless with my life like i'm always not sure about what I want for my future And now that's exactly how I feel. Probably a fresh start or change is what I need now. Ever since coming back from Aussie , moody is the only word to describe
my mood. Mountain high , river deep of homework waiting for me to catch up. Urgh pls give don't minus my marks teacher I pass up on time with a letter of absence too :'(. Where do I belong exactly realllllyyyy puzzles me inside and out. Ohwell , like what usher said on radio , life has ups and downs but that's what life's about:). Hear Hear

Sydney

Sydney. back again after so many years. like since standard 2 . 
and now when i came back, everything looks so unfamiliar. yet the life here is sooooo much better than back home. healthier and the air is really fresh ,not need aircond :D


well, all my cousins grown up soo much :O ! now the three of them are like six feet tall 
Denise ,Jason and Kelvin :)  . i thought they would ignore me or something at first hahah.
but thankfully ,no . Jason is the nicest to me among the three of them . 
i remember we always used to eat together since the 2 of us ate soooo slow, like snails haha.


maybe im changing my mind about aussie. come to think of it, suddenly i wish i was living in sydney instead of malaysia. cuz my life sucks here now.




i wish i was going to live at sydney with my siblings now but can't just leave my own parents here alone right? Goddd!!???what do I do now :( but
i can only wish.




ciaoo :D

Happy Chinese New Year

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

GONG XI FA CAI

恭喜发财，红包拿来！！

在新山庆祝新年的我生病了，真破坏气氛 .

:'(

hope you all have a wonderful bunny chinese new year :D

(sry if you dont understand the chinese words, lazy to translate haha^^)