im kinda lost. bcuz of the things happen this week.
i know tat is a stupid mistake i make, but i really wanna go camp. i dont want us not allowed to go camp.
i dint go last year, so im relly looking forward to this year. but if i cant go this year, i will very dissapointed.
in myself. so stupid of me :( i noe there is rest of others to company during the moment i dreaded .which is next week. how  i wish i could have a time turner to turn everything back and correct my mistakes.im so sorry seniors. haiz.

i really really really really miss squash. :(( i love playing squash. it's kinda fun and challenging.
i miss going training at subang (very far hor) last time. but since going secondary, transport problem,and parents dont allow me to join too much  things. yea right. bball is fun . but now training stop and it means=stop excersing and im getting fatter. SHIT. cuz i ate everyday?? parents leave all the meats to me.
urgggghhhh.

i think its easier for you to go pro-er at some sports when you are playing certain sports tat are solo.
as a team, everyone needs to coorperate.  if i still can cont squash then i can join MSSD this year! :D
but no, i really suck. even a 5 year old player could beat me now. ahahahah. which club can i go to train?
and i think new coach is better . previous coach is... er not very good.

im still in my jeans and red top. i wanna go home D: and change to my comfy clothes :D

blogging makes things feel better. a little. haha

but im still down untill the problem is solve.
im so scare for tat day to come !

till then, sry very boring post.
bye ! :)